Chapter 1

• I'm jawan 3umre 16 i will be 17 on december.. let me describe my self:
• long wavy brown hair, white skin bas a7ib asawe tan wayed, lite blue eyes, my height taqreban 165 w skinny body. ume lebnanya ashbaha 7aail!!!
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• when we was having our lunch..
• mama;jawan 7abebte bedna enrou7 3a lebanon bil3eed elyay (btw ume titkalam kuwaiti wayed la'nha 3ashat bilkuwait 20 years)
• me;really?!!! baba ra7 etye weyana?
• shoug*em3a9ba*;sure la' like always!
• baba;3ende sheghil wayed 7abebte enshalla ilmara ilyayya
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• hatha ehwa ebouy kila mashgoul mayadre 3anna bas ma3a hatha e7ibna 7aaill ana w shoug my sister w 6ab3an 3ain elsai7 na9our, khal agoulkum shway 3an shoug..
• ehya my small sister a9ghar mine b one year jamalha jamal khaleje 3younha kbar soud, sha3arha black until her shoulder taqreban, she's white little bit mithel baba!
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• after few days we went shopping ana w shouga sharaina hdoum 7ag ilsafra then we started to pack 6ab3an ilhoushat 3ala ilbags matkhalli9!!
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• after i finish packing khathaait shower jad ta3abt lebast my pajama w enseda7t 3ala my bed banam w faj2a ran my mobile fazait couse kent tawne ghafya!!!!
• me;alo?
• ..;shemga3dich?!
• me;NA9OUUUUURRR I MISSSSSSED YOUU
• na9ir*yeth7ak*;tadreen begaa bas senaa w arid baas!!
• (i talked to him for four hours then i slept*yawn*)
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• the next day @ 1:00 pm kina belairplane on our way to lebanon w i was very tired cause i was talking to na9our all night so i fell a sleep.. 
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• ba3ad cham sa3aa we9alna..
• shouga;jawaann jawwaannuu goumaay jawaannn!!!!!!
• fazaaaitt men ilfar7aa 9arle one year mo shayfa my cousins!!
• 6ab3an khathaina our bags w khalle kan yan6erna so bilcar kinna enqarrir etha benrou7 hotel or bait ahal umme
• we chooised hotel arya7lenaa..
• ilsafra kilhaa with my cousins w ma7asaina feha ila khalla9 ilwagt w we should come back to kuwait
• gabel lanrou7 ilma6ar gelt 7ag mama ena benrou7 7ag ilsolidere netghada there ana w shouga my sister w lulu w faris my cousins
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• kena namshe there w ensoulif about everything bale makan weyahum i was bbming my friend daliya kanat etgule ena awal ma nou9al tabe etshufne even makent ashouf 6irijee SUDDENLY!!
• dashait bshay w 6a7 mobile awwchh!!
• he said;ii i'm sorry bas mashiftich
• nezalt akhith mobile its ok ana ilghal6.. refa3t rase willa wa7id humm min malam7ha khamant ena kuwaiti kan a6wal mine 7an6awe 3youna 3asaliya 7awajba 7ilwa , he was so attractive tanaa7t w ehwa 3a6ane nathra w ebtesam lafait wayhe mashft a7ad kellish min my cousins even shouga my sister!! he helped me to get up then i thanked him w i called faris w re7ltlhum..
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• after few hours we was in the airplane i cant stop thinking about the guy (ily da3amta) I had a crush on him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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• when we arrived kuwait my friends surprised me in the airport i missed them all<3
• they begged me to go with them to 360 but i was so tired, so i told them to go next thursdayy..
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• maarr ilsbou3 bkhair bidait ansa ilcute guy ily da3amtaa w 9ar ilkamis!! ghalla caled me ( she's my best friend, ekhti ily mayabat'ha umyyy!!, she's cute, baby face with a block short hairr) 
• ghalla: i will pick you @ 4:00 get ready
• me:okayy dont be late..
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• she picked me and we started talking i told her about the cute guy she was laughing at me and i was angry all the way..
• when we arrived 360 we went directly to the cinema. dalia and noura was waiting us there! i love noura but i dont trust her too much!!
• after we fineshed the movie qararna nrou7 fridays w kinna belwaiting:
• dalia: shfee hatha ekhizech?
• sheft ilmokaann ily kanat t6all3na guess what? sheft il9bay ily dashait feeh.. t3arfon that face :| on msn? my face kan chethy belthaaaaaaaaaab666 chan as7aab ghalla w agoul 7ag noura and dalia that we will go to bathroom w re7naa then i told ghalla ena hatha ily geltlaha 3anna..
• while we was in the bathroom the cute guy called noura w noura kal3ada khafeefa w kilshay 3endaha 3ade..
• noura: hala okhouy shbghait?
• the cute guy: wiyach 3abdel3azeez 7abait a6lleb mench 6llaaab matredinyy
• noura; ameerr matenrad?
• the cute guy; abe raqam ily 3younha zerg tharorii abiha ibmawtho3 khaa99
• noura; sure *she gave him*
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• dalia 3a9ibat she told me about it , 3a9abt 7ail because ta9aruf noura kan 7ail ghala6 brou7e m a7ibha!! i told her; mumkin etfasren leyy mawqifich ilsakheef?!!!
• she replied;omg shda3a khalech open mind yemkin yabech bmawthou3 muhim?
• khazait'ha w sekat makent agdar asawe shay jad!! ma ankir ena kent mestansa min dakhil..
• after 15 min i received a msg from a strange number......