Maraw weeks w kan ilroutine mayitghayar school, 6al3at with friends or mama, 6oul ilyoum akalim 3abdil3azez min awal ma ag3ad lain ma anam ta3awdt 3alaih 7ail w erta7lta wayiid!
taqreban kalamta for 1 month aw akthar?
youm min ilayam ga3adt min ilnoum and I received msg from 3abdil3azez; 3adi athifech bbm?
Kan dazle eyah ams bellail bas nemt gabel la ashoufa..
Ma en9edamt kilish cause 9ar greb miny 7ail 7ita sometimes ana agoul 7ag nafsi shloun bas a7achih msgs?
I need more so radait 3alaih w giltlha; I'll think about it
3abdil3azez; okay fakray 3adi w 3a6any his pin.
I was thinking about that then I called noura and I told her about 3abdil3azez I know I should call ghalla but I'm sure that she will say don't add him!
W I need someone eshje3ni 3ala halshay ma3ana ghala6 bas ana madry shloun kent afakir?
Noura;ghabia add him w itha marti7tay saway delete
Me;akhaf e9ir shay
Noura;kach t3arfina min modda w khoush rayal shakla walla!
Me; madre afakir,yalla bye
Noura;bye
After I hanged up the phone I was thinking then my dad knocked the door..
me;who?
Baba;baghaitich shway
me;7ayak baba
Baba;bakalmich ib mawthou3!
Me;shnu? (Ekhtara3t 3abali he knew about 3abdil3azeez)
Baba;abich tyin wyay etshoufin 3amatich w your cousins w etsalmin 3ala yadetich
3ala kethir ma akrah ilmawthou3 bas erta7t ena ya 3ashan shay chithy mu shay ekhi9 3abdil3azeez ..
Me;baba tekfa maby
Baba;wayd khallaitich 3ala ra7tich bas may9ir chithy ra7 etrou7in wyay sa3a w enerid hathaila ahalich w 3aib ily ga3da etsawina kabray 3aglich shway (Kan em3a9ib 7ail awal mara ekalimny eb hal6areqa)!!!
I started crying and went to my mum and told her what he said to me..
me;mama please mabe arou7 there entaw matagh9ibunyy 3ala shay ana mabih tekfain kalmay baba marta7 there mu gha9ib
mama;its ok 7abibty mis7ay dmou3ich ana ra7 akalim obuch w maku shay be9ir ila brithach
Me;mama, baba laish mayig3ad wyana nafs ay ebo? Laish maynaqishne w mayihtam kelish Sorry mama bas ana min lama kent 9ghera kent atjahal halmawthou3 bas now kibart abi a3arif ilsebab!!!!
mama;7abibty ebouch e7ibkum 7ail latfakren chithy w 9adgeni awal mayadri enich bechaitay berathich
me; ok,thankyou mama walla bedunich ma3arif asawi shay iloveyou (I hugged her)
mama;ya 7abibty entay yallah ru7ay ghaslay wayhich w kalmay your friends khaynamun 3endina ilyoum ghayraw jaw
After I left and washed my face I called my friends and told them about the sleepover ghalla will come I was super happy but noura and dalia mara7 eyun:(
After hours I received A messege from 3abdil3azez that he's going to travel for 2 weeks omg I will miss him:(!!!!
he told me that he will put bbm service there bas ana still masawaitla add I was still thinking about that..
Mar ilyoum 3adi ma6ala3t makan le khilg bas mama w shouga ra7aw ta3ashaw bara..
@1:00 am me,Shoug,mama and ghalla kena en6ali3 movie after we finished from the movie we started talking and mama started to tell us stories w she showed us our pictures when we was young ..
estanast 7ail bas ily kan emthayig khilge safrat 3abdil3azeez Ga3adna lain 4:00 am then, I kissed my mum head ..
Me: te9b7en 3ala khair
She replied; wentay bkhair 7abibty
re7na ana w shoug w ghalla eldar kina ta3abanen w I was thinking about 3abdil3azez so I added him on bbm w nemt ..
The next day baba kan dash w shaklaa ta3ban 7aail Enzalat ghala gabile ana w shougaa..
Baba:Allah yabich ghala 7abibty ta3alay abich shway
Ghala;amir 3ame
Baba;ilsa3a 7 il9eb7 um na9ir 3a6etich 3umirha
ghalla was shocked she didn't answer..
Ghouregat 3younha
Baba b9out mab7ou7;abich tgolin 7ag jawan w shoug entay t3arfenlhom ana ma3arif adish bilmawthou3 w agulhum , faj'aa dashait sema3t the last sentence..
Me (kent ath7ak);shetguli?!
Sheft wayh ghala kila dmou3 w wayh baba aswaadd
Me;sh9ayer?
Ghala;jawan come with me
Re7t weyaha my room Ghala;entay muslima w tadreen ena ila3mar beed alla 9a7?
Me;9a7 shfeech minu mat?
Ghala;7abibty kilna benmut w kilwa7id lah youma
ghalla started to tell me nafs hal7ache mikhe kan emwagif fakart bwayed nas cousins?yadete?lulu?faris? Bas mamaa? Laa noway ma6arat 3ala balee kelish matkhayalt
Me;laa ghala ga3da etchathbin 9a7? Hathe daga min dagatich ilsakhifa maytha7ik walla
Ghala;I wish enha daga bas laa 3atham alla ajrich;s
mabechait laa makent em9adgat'ha kent abtesim w agoulha bas 3ad goulay il9ij w ehya kanat tabchi lama shift shouga yaya w tabchy here darait ena baba galha w ena hatha mu 7ilm hatha 9ij!
Shouga;jawaann mama ra7aattt mama ily tifhamne ana dalou3at'ha ehya galatle ams ena ilyoum betwadeny 7ag mekan a7iba ehya ams kanat etsoulif wyay kanat tith7ak chathabin
Makent arid 3laiha bas sakta w abchy w asma3 kalam shouga
Ghala;shouga ehday ila3mar beed alla
Ya2 baba w khatha shouga w ra7 ekalimha makan yadre ehade nafsa wila yaqni3 benta?
Kent sakta ghala khafat min radat fi3lee
Ghala;jawan?
Me;ume? ume ana? Laish;s ma3indy ghairha walla,shoug lazim ana a3awith'ha 3ala frag ume,w baba brou7a mu fathilna w may3arif a9lan ana cham 3umri nw!,w na9our aahh kan eguli bayeeb ilshahada w ume ra7 tistanis la'na 9irt dr methil ma ehya tabi, mama ily kanat tifhamny w et'hadeni mama ily ams lamait'ha shloun chethy shlouun?!!!
Maraw 2 days madre? Wila hours wila months mathkir kint ta3bana 7ail askit then abchy askit then abchy makint anam kint asma3 ebuy yabchi!!!
Ebuyy ily 3umri kila masheft dam3a tanzil min 3aina bichaa eeeh!!!
ekhuy na9ir rad min usa lamny w becha makent agdar ahade a7ad shloun ahadehum wana mu gadra ahade nafsyyy?, shift kil my cousins side baba ma3arft a7ad minhum, il7ag yengal kanaw 6ayben w wayed 7awelaw ekhafufun 3ane bas kelish makent atqabal minhum shay, wayhi kan ta3ban a9far w ta7at 3youni aswad bikhte9ar 7alna makan esir il3adu!,mara7 adish btafa9eel akthar yemkin et7isun eny balaght?la ma balaght ana met3alga bmama 7ail w fegadt'ha bhours!!,jad it was from the worst days in my life.
taqreban kalamta for 1 month aw akthar?
youm min ilayam ga3adt min ilnoum and I received msg from 3abdil3azez; 3adi athifech bbm?
Kan dazle eyah ams bellail bas nemt gabel la ashoufa..
Ma en9edamt kilish cause 9ar greb miny 7ail 7ita sometimes ana agoul 7ag nafsi shloun bas a7achih msgs?
I need more so radait 3alaih w giltlha; I'll think about it
3abdil3azez; okay fakray 3adi w 3a6any his pin.
I was thinking about that then I called noura and I told her about 3abdil3azez I know I should call ghalla but I'm sure that she will say don't add him!
W I need someone eshje3ni 3ala halshay ma3ana ghala6 bas ana madry shloun kent afakir?
Noura;ghabia add him w itha marti7tay saway delete
Me;akhaf e9ir shay
Noura;kach t3arfina min modda w khoush rayal shakla walla!
Me; madre afakir,yalla bye
Noura;bye
After I hanged up the phone I was thinking then my dad knocked the door..
me;who?
Baba;baghaitich shway
me;7ayak baba
Baba;bakalmich ib mawthou3!
Me;shnu? (Ekhtara3t 3abali he knew about 3abdil3azeez)
Baba;abich tyin wyay etshoufin 3amatich w your cousins w etsalmin 3ala yadetich
3ala kethir ma akrah ilmawthou3 bas erta7t ena ya 3ashan shay chithy mu shay ekhi9 3abdil3azeez ..
Me;baba tekfa maby
Baba;wayd khallaitich 3ala ra7tich bas may9ir chithy ra7 etrou7in wyay sa3a w enerid hathaila ahalich w 3aib ily ga3da etsawina kabray 3aglich shway (Kan em3a9ib 7ail awal mara ekalimny eb hal6areqa)!!!
I started crying and went to my mum and told her what he said to me..
me;mama please mabe arou7 there entaw matagh9ibunyy 3ala shay ana mabih tekfain kalmay baba marta7 there mu gha9ib
mama;its ok 7abibty mis7ay dmou3ich ana ra7 akalim obuch w maku shay be9ir ila brithach
Me;mama, baba laish mayig3ad wyana nafs ay ebo? Laish maynaqishne w mayihtam kelish Sorry mama bas ana min lama kent 9ghera kent atjahal halmawthou3 bas now kibart abi a3arif ilsebab!!!!
mama;7abibty ebouch e7ibkum 7ail latfakren chithy w 9adgeni awal mayadri enich bechaitay berathich
me; ok,thankyou mama walla bedunich ma3arif asawi shay iloveyou (I hugged her)
mama;ya 7abibty entay yallah ru7ay ghaslay wayhich w kalmay your friends khaynamun 3endina ilyoum ghayraw jaw
After I left and washed my face I called my friends and told them about the sleepover ghalla will come I was super happy but noura and dalia mara7 eyun:(
After hours I received A messege from 3abdil3azez that he's going to travel for 2 weeks omg I will miss him:(!!!!
he told me that he will put bbm service there bas ana still masawaitla add I was still thinking about that..
Mar ilyoum 3adi ma6ala3t makan le khilg bas mama w shouga ra7aw ta3ashaw bara..
@1:00 am me,Shoug,mama and ghalla kena en6ali3 movie after we finished from the movie we started talking and mama started to tell us stories w she showed us our pictures when we was young ..
estanast 7ail bas ily kan emthayig khilge safrat 3abdil3azeez Ga3adna lain 4:00 am then, I kissed my mum head ..
Me: te9b7en 3ala khair
She replied; wentay bkhair 7abibty
re7na ana w shoug w ghalla eldar kina ta3abanen w I was thinking about 3abdil3azez so I added him on bbm w nemt ..
The next day baba kan dash w shaklaa ta3ban 7aail Enzalat ghala gabile ana w shougaa..
Baba:Allah yabich ghala 7abibty ta3alay abich shway
Ghala;amir 3ame
Baba;ilsa3a 7 il9eb7 um na9ir 3a6etich 3umirha
ghalla was shocked she didn't answer..
Ghouregat 3younha
Baba b9out mab7ou7;abich tgolin 7ag jawan w shoug entay t3arfenlhom ana ma3arif adish bilmawthou3 w agulhum , faj'aa dashait sema3t the last sentence..
Me (kent ath7ak);shetguli?!
Sheft wayh ghala kila dmou3 w wayh baba aswaadd
Me;sh9ayer?
Ghala;jawan come with me
Re7t weyaha my room Ghala;entay muslima w tadreen ena ila3mar beed alla 9a7?
Me;9a7 shfeech minu mat?
Ghala;7abibty kilna benmut w kilwa7id lah youma
ghalla started to tell me nafs hal7ache mikhe kan emwagif fakart bwayed nas cousins?yadete?lulu?faris? Bas mamaa? Laa noway ma6arat 3ala balee kelish matkhayalt
Me;laa ghala ga3da etchathbin 9a7? Hathe daga min dagatich ilsakhifa maytha7ik walla
Ghala;I wish enha daga bas laa 3atham alla ajrich;s
mabechait laa makent em9adgat'ha kent abtesim w agoulha bas 3ad goulay il9ij w ehya kanat tabchi lama shift shouga yaya w tabchy here darait ena baba galha w ena hatha mu 7ilm hatha 9ij!
Shouga;jawaann mama ra7aattt mama ily tifhamne ana dalou3at'ha ehya galatle ams ena ilyoum betwadeny 7ag mekan a7iba ehya ams kanat etsoulif wyay kanat tith7ak chathabin
Makent arid 3laiha bas sakta w abchy w asma3 kalam shouga
Ghala;shouga ehday ila3mar beed alla
Ya2 baba w khatha shouga w ra7 ekalimha makan yadre ehade nafsa wila yaqni3 benta?
Kent sakta ghala khafat min radat fi3lee
Ghala;jawan?
Me;ume? ume ana? Laish;s ma3indy ghairha walla,shoug lazim ana a3awith'ha 3ala frag ume,w baba brou7a mu fathilna w may3arif a9lan ana cham 3umri nw!,w na9our aahh kan eguli bayeeb ilshahada w ume ra7 tistanis la'na 9irt dr methil ma ehya tabi, mama ily kanat tifhamny w et'hadeni mama ily ams lamait'ha shloun chethy shlouun?!!!
Maraw 2 days madre? Wila hours wila months mathkir kint ta3bana 7ail askit then abchy askit then abchy makint anam kint asma3 ebuy yabchi!!!
Ebuyy ily 3umri kila masheft dam3a tanzil min 3aina bichaa eeeh!!!
ekhuy na9ir rad min usa lamny w becha makent agdar ahade a7ad shloun ahadehum wana mu gadra ahade nafsyyy?, shift kil my cousins side baba ma3arft a7ad minhum, il7ag yengal kanaw 6ayben w wayed 7awelaw ekhafufun 3ane bas kelish makent atqabal minhum shay, wayhi kan ta3ban a9far w ta7at 3youni aswad bikhte9ar 7alna makan esir il3adu!,mara7 adish btafa9eel akthar yemkin et7isun eny balaght?la ma balaght ana met3alga bmama 7ail w fegadt'ha bhours!!,jad it was from the worst days in my life.
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